Helloh, ♥



Monday, December 28, 2009

i am here to blog again as today i took MC
juz back from doctor, went to JP get some stuffs for baby as well...



mum bought this from kiddy palace yest..




and these r some of the stuffs i got for lewis from ntuc
he tries the yoghurt, quit alright... didnt refuse it..
but i only gave him few spoonsful for a start..

gave him the teething rusks as well..
and he loves it..
=)


the new flavour baby wipes..
wanted to buy original one but only saw these...
so juz give it a try..
hope no allergies!





and i wan to rant abit here...
my mood has been going up and down..
had a tiff with hubby last night...
i teared sadly...
till i cant get back to slp
and cant go to work today as well..


y?
y did u misuse the trust i had in u?
u told me we should trust each other and not suspect this n tat..
i did it..

but now u showed me clearly tat u r not worth the trust..
how many times have u repeated this to hurt me enuf?
since i got pregnant, to the day our son was born
to now, our son is 7 months old
u nv changed...
though u always promised u would..

wat should i do?
i really feel so sad in this relationship..
we have been together for 6yrs..
is it all we can last?

y do u always wan me to give u a 2nd chance when u dun even least value it?
i can and i will be strong enuf to live on with my son even without u around..
only my son is dearest to me..

the outside world is so attractive..
how can i control my feelings?
i m going to fall in love with someone else soon...

i duno whether i still have hope, have courage to cling on to this relationship
but, i will try