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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

tomoro i am working half day
very happy!


then tomoro night gg countdown with my sec sch mates
been a long time since i last saw them
and long time since i party too! =)


today after work went vivo for lunch with my friends
then shop around
went home ard 6+
then bring lewis for his jab
total of $300+... super ex...
his weight~ 9.4kg
height~ 93cm


been playing texas poker at fb recently..
shall blog again after i am back from countdown...




Monday, December 28, 2009

i am here to blog again as today i took MC
juz back from doctor, went to JP get some stuffs for baby as well...



mum bought this from kiddy palace yest..




and these r some of the stuffs i got for lewis from ntuc
he tries the yoghurt, quit alright... didnt refuse it..
but i only gave him few spoonsful for a start..

gave him the teething rusks as well..
and he loves it..
=)


the new flavour baby wipes..
wanted to buy original one but only saw these...
so juz give it a try..
hope no allergies!





and i wan to rant abit here...
my mood has been going up and down..
had a tiff with hubby last night...
i teared sadly...
till i cant get back to slp
and cant go to work today as well..


y?
y did u misuse the trust i had in u?
u told me we should trust each other and not suspect this n tat..
i did it..

but now u showed me clearly tat u r not worth the trust..
how many times have u repeated this to hurt me enuf?
since i got pregnant, to the day our son was born
to now, our son is 7 months old
u nv changed...
though u always promised u would..

wat should i do?
i really feel so sad in this relationship..
we have been together for 6yrs..
is it all we can last?

y do u always wan me to give u a 2nd chance when u dun even least value it?
i can and i will be strong enuf to live on with my son even without u around..
only my son is dearest to me..

the outside world is so attractive..
how can i control my feelings?
i m going to fall in love with someone else soon...

i duno whether i still have hope, have courage to cling on to this relationship
but, i will try





Saturday, December 26, 2009

this is actually a late post on sat, i only publish it out now as blogger messed up my post template..


i am blogging and playin texas poker at e same time now..
today is my 1st day of work at on site sentosa whole day is orientation of knowing the place..
place is more or less done up..


but air there still very polluted as there r renovations gg on..
very nice environment and muz add tat it is very BIG we also have hard time recognise the place...
almost 3 times of genting size..


haha yest went jp with hubby..
wanted to go just to pay bills as we were too bored at home end up..
i spend ard $1400 juz in the few hrs shopping so so heartpain now...
paid my diners cc bill, paid phone bills, bought hubby a seiko watch cost $670, levi jeans for hubby, 2 levi jeans for myself, levi polo tee for myself, a pair of shoes, coffee bean drink and snacks, dinner at dian xiao er with hubby and mum


YAY, and tats how fast one month of hardwork can be spent...
just 3 hrs..


OMG.. wat am i gg to do for the rest of the month???
my schedule is out for next week...
am working morning shift till 3.30pm for tomoro onwards till 3jan off on 01 and 02 of jan...


aside to jing and butterfly, u all when free to accompany me go exercise?
i wan go run, swim, play badminton, gym...
pls let me now k..
i need to work hard to slim down before CNY =)

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

i m here to blog alittle before going to jp again to buy some groceries
yest evening went shop at jp with mum n sis
mum bgt a pair of shoes from charles n keith


packed oyster omellete for grandma and kfc for my maid...


had our dinnner at kushinbo and then ice cream at haagan daz..
very nice ice cream but very expensive aso!
cost $17 just for this =(





today calvin is on mc...
so need to make my way down to work myself
gotta prepare early to catch the shuttle bus..


going to wake my sis up to go jp
most impt is to buy tang yuan
loves
its 冬至today =)

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Monday, December 21, 2009

today is my off day
early morning got wake up by mum to go for lunch
went ah yat abalone near jurong bird park
dim sum, small dishes, abalone, sharksfin, birdnest egg tart



later only gg jp buy things..
tmr gotta work again!
sian!!!!!



last 2 nights have been gg safra with hubby for pool
rch home only ard 2am.. very tired...
pool is FUN..
i am still learning it though...


jing came jp find me yest morning
had bfast at swensen then she came my hse slack..
so long nv meet up with her, chat quite alot with her at swensen..


tats all le, duno wat to blog now..




deli potato with seafood.. nice!




this is the tobletrone chocolate cake from delifrance aso.. not bad..




bought this christmas bedsheet from aussino.. limited edition de




and this is jing with ji dan =)



lewis with his new old navy shirt from yan wing.. alittle small for him le lol..





Thursday, December 17, 2009

i m so bored at home..
take mc today...


lewis loots has arrived...









nestle staff juz called to inform tat they r sending a gift pack to my house tmr, but i may not be at home.. so i postphone to mon instead...


nothing much to update...


random


fcuking angry with my maid now!!!
how i hope i can be a SAHM..
or how i hope if there's sum1 else at home to watch over my boy...


i m alittle addicted to b..
but sumtm i find him irritating too...
when he dun cum n irritate me, i will wan him to irritate me..
but when he does... i find him real irritating..
contradicting ya..
i aso duno wat i m toking about...


i m bored till i even take photo of my home cooked lunch..






BYE! =)




Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i am very tired now...
will blog abt my early bdae shopping trip with hubby before gg to sleep..



reach home at 7+am from work in the morning...
bath and slp..

woke up at 12pm, bath, dress up and went out at ard 1+pm...
head straight to ION..
as we were very hungry so we settled for our lunch at the food market
had the prawn noodle which hubby send quite some time queueing up for it..
cost $6 for it, served in a small portion..
alittle expensive, but very tasty!

hubby had beef noodles at $6.50
but there were many meat in it, hubby say its nice too!
maybe we were both very hungry, so all taste nice to us lol

ordered satay and some dimsum aso..
had drink and off we start for our shopping trip =)


went ION, wisma, taka, centerpoint, paragon and 313
shall cut short and here are the photos..



 candid shot of me n hubby at tcc



waiting patiently for my dessert..



and took a photo of hubby aso..



here come our drink!
azuki coffee for the right one, left one is chocolate heaven? cant rmb exactly, but is very nice!



had ah yat abalone for dinner at 313..
this is my sharkfin soup



hubby herbal chicken soup..



this is the most popular dish of them..
abalone rice..
its quite nice, but but but
the abalone is really small
10 head abalone
damm pathetic right?



me with the pathetic mini mini abalone, haha



the dessert: birdnest with almond..



complimentary fruit



and below are the christmas presents for my boy..
bought this at paragon at $39.90
but he duno how to play with it yet..



POOH soft shoes from mothercare @ centerpoint..



the salesperson wants to wrap this up for me, and its free, so i juz say OK



TADA! its a big ball with 3 small balls with bells inside
aso duno how to play yet..
niwae, its for 9mths and above..



came home at ard 9pm..
hugged my boy and show him all his presents..

additional on all those i got for him yest, aso have the mickey coverall, disney romper, aso the new shirt i bought online for him, and another parcel of clothes coming from US on thurs..
i want to give him all e best i can afford for his first christmas!
he has much more pressie than me.. and i rather spend on him than on myself..
isnt he xin fu?
love him lots!!!



my boy 1st baby teeth has aso came out.. he even bit his tongue lol..
abit harder to cope now.. as he's not so willing to drink milk.. probably due to teething...



as foy myself and hubby, only bought one coat and hubby bought one top from ESPRIT
entitled to join their member and aso got a free cosmetics bag..


well... even though did not went home full of bags of things for myself, i really enjoyed myself alot already...
at least we got something each for our small family..
and aso spend some quality precious moments with hubby alone downtown..
i am satisfied, i am a happy girl =)


 pregnant? hehe...





ps. so sorry to kym and co.. i didnt intentionally fly u all aeroplane de.. next mon i will sure be dere k =)

to jing: working 3pm to 11pm from now till 24dec..my off is on 21dec.. but noon time not free..  25dec is off(i tink so).. then schedule for 26dec onwards not out yet coz i will be relocated to sentosa right after christmas..

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Monday, December 14, 2009

hi all, i m back from my very happy shopping trip!
pressie for me, hubby, and the most lucky person is my boy, coz he got the most pressie lol


will post more pics up tmr..
just one first..
night night =)








Sunday, December 13, 2009

bought all this for only $9.75! super good deal =)


was craving for cockles aso..


this is yummy too! similar to mcwings..

prepared this fuit platter for myself when i am juz too bored..

received this in my mailbox yest.. very efficient blogshop! he looks so cute in it lol =)





blog alittle before i going to take a nap soon
recently i feel tat it is really very tiring to work over the night


when i reach home, bath and slp at 8am..
then my boy will wake me up at 11am? only sleep for 3 hrs
so noon time will be spend takin care of him, playing with him..
i cant ignore his cries and continue to slp, so end up i dun get to slp even alitle


night time ard 8pm, i really gets very sleepy, sumtm gidddy..
rush to catch a nap while my boy naps too..
then have to wake up at 9pm to prepare for work AGAIN


damm tiring.. imagine slp for 4hr for consecutive few days..
even while i m typing nw, i feel giddy too..
meals are aso all cocked up
i eat a meal at hm, and i feel super hungry at work in the midnight
but when i wan to eat, i will fell tat it is supper=fattening
feeling alittle gastric these days as i m on my way home..


i feel it is really not easy to work 24hr shift work and coping as a mum as well....
super low mood if scheduled for night shift lol


on a happy note, hubby is bringing me for a fairy tale shopping trip tomoro as a early celebration for my birthday
1st time to town for meng huan shopping journey..
very excited! =)



Thursday, December 10, 2009

blogger is having some problem
briefly blog alittle


back from pd
lewis is weighing 9.4kg and length of 68cm at 6months 1weeks old


there's one jab called pneumococcal which pd advises me to adminsiter for lewis, (this is a optional jab)

its cost near to 200 per dose and there's total of 3 dose need to be taken
so total of 600, pd ask me to go back at 7 months old for the jab

i commented "wah, so expensive oh" , and the lady nurse told me tat i can aso bring lewis for the jab at 1yr old, and by then, he only needs to take 1 dose only which is total of 200.


reason being now he is younger so he needs more dose of the jab, but once he reach 1yr old, he only needs 1 dose nia...


i am so troubled now, should i bring him for the jab now or when he is 1yr old?


to butterfly, can u able to ask ur sis regarding this jab?
will it be risky if i only give the jab to lewis at 1yr old?
or it is impt that i bring him for the jab next mth?



ordered one jumper suit for lewis online, will be receiving the items by this week..
my 1st time ordering clothes online for him lol


and my friend yan wing will be buying some stuffs for my boy from USA..
damm excited to receive it
coz stuffs in ang moh countries are really different from wat we have here..
will be receiving it by next week..


many new stuffs for baby lewis!
i guess his christmas pressie are much more than my birthday pressie lol
babies are always more blessed =)



Wednesday, December 9, 2009

spend alot today
heart pain =(


morning bring baby, sis and maid to jp
bought many snacks and random items at ntuc which total up to 130+
then apply for bakerzin member


went home, fed lewis, bath and make him to slp
then sis went out to do her diamond facial
sponsored her for another fruit facial as well...
me went to citibella for relaxing spa
then went dine at some china concept restaurant
after tat home sweet home

total damage near to 300 only today lo
super broke


tomoro gotta wake up early to bring lewis for jab
most probably bringing maid along as hubby is wkn tmr
then night gotta go work..
midnight shift again!
super tired =(



Tuesday, December 8, 2009

tomoro is my off day!
will be bringing my boy to JP in the morning for shopping..
buying puree and diapers as well...


thurs morning bringing my boy again to pd for rotavirus 2nd vaccination...
then night time will be going to work..
night shift for 4 days and the rest of the schedule not out yet..
but heard we will be relocated to sentosa by this month..
looking forward to it... =)


update alittle on my boy:
when in his walker, and i ask him to come over, he will walk over..
but in snake directions lo, haha

he can hold his water bottle and drink by himself, in fact, quite some time already, but i forget to mention

his red patch at his cheeks is getting better =)

tats all i can tink of now..



i bought christmas pressie for my boy... one mickey and one pooh romper




am so looking forward to the day hubby celebrates my birthday for me..
he has promised to give me a sum of $ to buy watever i wan, and also will accompany me to shop everywhere i wan... feel so happy and aso long time nv go town le, so excited lol =)




Friday, December 4, 2009

yest attended cousin wedding at Sheraton Tower
8 of us went together...
overall food not bad...







the setting @ sheraton



this 2 are the table gifts, chocolate and heart shaped photoframe



my red wine and hubbys white wine..
and every table has got this lighting, very pretty!



me n my sisters



e 8 of us together =)









today woke up early morning for interview for casino lisence
everything was fast, ended in 30mins


then went JP, wanted to shop for lewis christmas present
but cant decide on which one to get
end up bought teats and pacifier for him only
shall buy his christmas gift later..






then sis call and say she wan try bakerzin log cakes
so bought a slice each of the 3 different types
purchased it with staff discount, all thanks to selene! =)









Thursday, December 3, 2009

oh i almost forgot!
its 12.30am now
30mins past 2dec le


but i still wana wish my precious baby boy happy 6 months old =)


update alittle on his progress:

walk sideways and backwards on his walker
will wans us to carry him, wail when we pass him over to maid
training him to sleep himself on bed
drinks 170ml of milk, give brown rice ceral if refusing to drink milk
can sit by himself when placed in sitting position (although sometime still will fall)
can flip and glide backwards
and lastly, definately SMILE more now!


looking forward to make porridge for him and also see him crawl ^_^










 am busy preparing my documents for my interview for casino lisence on fri
fri is supposed to be my off day'
so u can c how suay i am lol
interview aso kana on off day de


these few days i m always rushin for work
reason is all becoz of my baby boy
i m worried once i leave for work, maid will not feed him milk
as in maid will feed, but if my baby is cranky, she will not bother to put in effort to try her best to make sure my baby drinks milk
only mummy willl be worried right?
even papa aso no use lol
so last min i make brown rice ceral with milk for him
feed him, bath, even tie up my hair when it is super wet
cab over to work, still LATE
will be given misconduct letter

no choice...
for my boy, is all worth it


i feel i am very FAT
since i gave birth till now, i have gained 7kg which till now still stays with me
i wan to slim down...
i will try my best
to slim down for a healthier body
a prettier wifey for hubby
and a beautiful mama for my boy


oh, and i request for hubby to give me a shopping spree as birthday present
meaning i can buy whatever i want
of course, capped to a budget too...
looking forward to it =0


this year, for my bdae, will be dining at dian xiao er with family, town with hubby, hopefully meet up with jun and jing for ktv, and aso meet my butterfly soon also..


recently not much activities, go for training, come home surf net, then sleep, wake up spend some time with baby, then time to go for training again
BORING LIFE!