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Thursday, November 26, 2009

time to update my blog..
today is my off day and tomoro is ph
happy =)
can rest for 2 days!


firstly, lewis is not in good status these days
on tue morning, he fell from my mum's bed to the floor
and his back neck and upper back hit the yao lan pole,
i m worried if there is inner injury left behind anot...
then he refuse milk after tat
and he got scared
screaming from his sleep


i was awaken by his thunder cries at 10am
and couldnt get back to sleep after tat
only sleep for 2hrs lol
then i received call from my mum saying tat she is rushing back now
she u-turn from work just to come home for my boy
as she feels bad tat he fell down while my mum turns away to blow dry her hair


well, i didnt blame her at all
she placed her on the inner side
and just few minutes
i wonder how he can come all the way to the front and fell down
he cant crawl
only can flip
and now, i realise he will drags his body to the place he want to


then on wed, lewis shit for 4times
2 times is greenish
2 times is watery
and so today he refused milk AGAIN
lucky i m off today and tomoro
so i can stay at home to take care of him myself


work for me is fine
so far i had learnt 4games
current game is the hardest of all
as i feel it is more complicated



for my butterfly and my bk gal
this is my schedule
easy for u to c when ur time and my time convenient then we can meet up k
28nov to 3dec, is 3pm to 11pm
5-8dec, is 7am to 3pm
10-13dec is 11pm to 7am


lastly, some cute pics of my boy

my handome boy  ^_^





after bath, he keep looking at his paci
so i joke joke juz stuff it in his mouth, and surprise,
he suck on it looking at me!
so funny!
(for ur info, he usually wont wan to suck on it unless he is really sleepy)



and he can sit alittle better now



and then he was excited coz i was making funny sounds at him
so he fell on the bed, haha!




lastly, bought 2 slow cooker
silver one is for us, while the mini red one is for lewis porridge
will be starting him on solids in 1 week time =)






Monday, November 23, 2009

quickly do a short update on my blog now..
went lil jaedon full mth yest with lewis
lewis was more well behaved than i expected..
i was prepared tat he will juz scream n shout
but i still decided to bring him along
coz i wan to let lewis get used to the outside world
since lewis is born till now, i really seldom bring him out
except for jab appts..


today brgt lewis to JP again with mum n sis..
again he surprised me!
he was OK to sit in his pram while we shop around
last time he wun even wan to sit in it for 1min
but today almost all of the 4hrs he was sitting in it
and fall asleep half way for a short while too
as i always believe, lewis will getting better as he grows up
thumbs up for my lil baby =)


i am going to nap now le.. only slept 4hrs juz now
and i am going to work in 2 hrs time
so i have 1.5hr to nap, and 0.5hr for dinner


random photos of me n my mum with lewis
photo of me n lewis are taken by my mum
quite blur right?
coz she didnt hold it well enuf












i love my mum most, she really is a big help to me for taking care of lewis!
it is my mum whom encourages me till now, else i tink i would have given up on motherhood...
but i noe, she is feeling not so good recently, bcoz she always has not enuf slp...
lewis muz be gd boy to slp properly every night ok, dun stress ah ma out =)



Thursday, November 19, 2009

i am just back from JP
had dinner with winnie, kym, chai ling, mei hsia, cray, christine and boss david lee
ate at pu tian
food served is really different from e usual food we ate
overall not bad
but is alittle pricey
bill came up to 300+


wanted to go k box after tat but its getting late and my friends have to wake up early for work tomoro
so juz did alittle shopping
bgt 2 dresses
1 waterbottle for sis
and 1 chocolate cake for myself


how much i hope time could reverse?
i really dun understand y guys always like to play out with gals?
do guys always tink feelings are good to meddle with?
i gt so many -ve feelings inside
but well
jus like my msn nick
its no big deal, i will move on
all this just makes me stronger =)


having been spending more time with baby lewis these days
i have to admit he is much well behaved than previously
i feel he is getting more dong shi as he grows up
hoping to see him crawl or sit up without support
one thing he needs to improve is feeding milk and patting to sleep
at times we still have a hard time for these...















Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i seriously feel tat i look like a fool in front of fuji apple..
or aso can say tat i am being fooled by them..
feel so stupid
bad bad day today!!!!



Tuesday, November 17, 2009

again my first thought is work is damm damm boring..


and i tink there is a greater distance btw me n fuji apple now..
well.. as much as i hope, it turns out worse lol
nothing actually happen, juz feel tat somehow things are now working btw us..


i so so need  a break from work..
i wan to go out happy
like how i used to roam outside till morning
those were great memories great times!
when can those days come again?


today i am taking care of lewis till now
fed him milk
bath him
make him to slp
he is refusing my maid which i duno why aso...
i am so tired


i was telling butterfly tat i somehow regretted married so early and having a baby now
its now really regret, but if time could turn back, i hope i can have another chance
i lost all my freedom
i am so tied down to my lil family
whichever step i decide to take, i have to be responsible to my boy


i have been quarreling with hubby recently
over small small matters
i get very hot tempered with him
but unexpectedly, he always gives in to me
even though i am at fault, he will still sound like he is in the wrong
he gives me the feeling tat he really cherish this lil family
hope he is really serious this time round


anyway i still love my hubby
maybe hubby to me is boring for now
but the outside world to me is rainbow
i will get over it soon =)




Monday, November 16, 2009

i am having my dinner now..
went JP juz now to do treatment for my hair and aso trim alittle
very ex lol


i feel so dreadful to go work now
we have been rearranged to different groups
can i have back my own group?
it juz feels so different to sit with others whom i duno..
makes the training so DRY
y muz they make things difficult for us lehz?
i dun like and i dun wan and i am lazy to mix with new friends


bad mood all day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


this seeems like a good place for me to rant, haha!


on a happy note,
i did have some happy moments with fuji apple
its just some quiet moments
without any contact at all
but still, we have not talk to each other yet
when is the day going to come? =(






Sunday, November 15, 2009

i m going to fill this post with baby lewis photos!
haha, sudden feel like posting many many of my boy pics lol


before tat, am going to update a little
my current trainer is going to leave us to coach another group
her last day with us is this wed
quite bu she de
coz she is rather nice to us
hope the new trainer will be a nice one too!


and aso starting this fri, i will be working night shift
gg to work when everyone goes to slp
duno is good or bad
but i have no choice isnt it?


i tink i have got a liking on "fuji apple"
i cant stop peeping at him
OMG
i should stop myself
i cant and i dun have a second choice coz i am married
wats more married with a child now...
but i really really so want to noe him better
am i desperate?
i guess i juz need some fun and entertainment to relax..
i hope and i guess its mutual feeling between us?
when will we become friends?


i got some events coming up as well
on thurs night got dinner with my ex colleagues
on fri maybe joining my kakis for mahjong
on sat going take H1N1 jab with hubby
on sun going jaedon full mth














got 3 bottles of these puffs for lewis, comes with a free apple juice with each bottle!




























Tuesday, November 10, 2009

been slp for e past few days once i reach hm coz i was really too tired
waking up at 5am, still gotta bath, make-up, and then rush to work


today i m feeling better
still having alittle flu but is getting better le


baby lewis is making some improvement..
firstly, he is not afraid of the walker now, he can walk backwards, sideways..
he can sit up without support for longer time, like 30s...
feel so happy for him!





e first time in his walker





did alot of shopping recently...
fri, sat and sun, all 3 days shop really alot!
all is clothes for my working wear lol, haha


my loots for sat shopping..
didnt take pic for e rest..



lewis say good night to all =)







Thursday, November 5, 2009

i m sick now
down with flu, cough and sorethroat..
my groupmates were sick first and i caught it the next day
majority of the trainees are always on MC or sick and still come for training
tinking wat is wrong with our training that makes up all fall sick?


i dun wan to take MC..
lucky tmr is my rest day
but gg ION with hubby
hope i recover fast and not spread the germs to baby lewis...


my schedule is out..
will be on night shift next 2 weeks start...
night as in midnight time
wonder will i fall asleep?


but i got someone in my group who entertains me
this person is really funny, and i somehow got addicted to this someone
if this person is split in a different group then i will feel super BORED


and someone in my team who ******  me
so not tat dreadful to go for training afterall... =)


instead i quite love to go training
for this 2 person, as it makes my day!



Reply of tags


jing~ when aso can de.. anytime... but u all have to come my house, coz i not confident to bring lewis outside...


sp~ i was super SHY when i take tat pic lor, coz  gt ppl looking at me, haha..


to joss~ my maid does not bath lewis, me or my mum will bath for him.. reason is we feel she is rough(she is like squeezing his arms when holding on to him and lewis is crying lol) and not careful enuf.. bathing involves water and is dangerous so we rather do it ourselves.. at first when she just came, i have big problem with her aso, coz the way she take care babies is very different from us, and she just cant seem to handle lewis well.. lewis is always not slp, not eating and screaming at e top of his lungs.. i was so pissed off and wanted to send her back.. my mum told me to give her 1mth to try, and she did made a little improvement as days pass by, i decide to stick with her for the time being now as i can see she does really put in effort in lewis part.. but certain things, she still cant do well... one impt one is hygiene, very uncareful on this area till now! i tink every maid nids time to adapt to e new environment and ur baby need time to adapt to ur maid as well.. maybe give her 1mth to try out? but do keep a close eye on her.. hope this info helps u =)


to xian~ my lewis will only cry when maid bath for him, if me or my mum bath, he will not cry.. will play with water aso lol! muz be gentle with them :)



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

i am done with my new header!
gg to get a short nap now..


tinking back, after i gave birth to baby lewis, i have been shopping, blogging all about him
so i am gg to post some pics of myself for e 2 holi i went..


this is taken at HK disneyland, went with hubby only as honeymoon trip with lewis still in my tummy!





this is taken at bangkok, went with mum hubby and sis...






this pic just for laughs only lol!
i aso didnt noe how come we pose until like tat, haha












tats all for my short getaways...
we r planning for trip to bangkok, to genting, and to cruise, but gotta wait till lewis is 1yr old..
most prob is around next year april
as for unconfirmed trip r trips to HK disneyland and taiwan..

looking forward! =)





Monday, November 2, 2009

i m halfway into editing my header.. be back soon!




HAPPY 5 MONTHS TO MY BABY LEWIS!



~ drinks 180ml 5hrly, but still dun really like to drink milk.. always have hard time to coax him for milk
~ if really refuse milk for close to 12hr, we will do brown rice ceral for him, feed via spoon
~ wear 12mths clothes now, although alittle loose
~ slp from 10pm to 7am, last feed at 11pm, then will wake up for milk at 5am
~ will attempt to catch things in front of him
~ responds to our voices
~ can sit up without support for few seconds
~ have let him try the walker, he is not tall enough for his legs to reach the floor.. and he is scared of it too!


some precious pics of baby lewis sitting without support  =)

















tats all i can think of now...


today is the 1st day of my morning shift
have to wake up super early lol
leave e house before 6am...


and lastly belated congratz to karine on e arrival of her lil jaedon!