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Friday, May 29, 2009

i m so bored... i expected 1st baby to be early.. i ask around.. most ppl had signs of labour at 38 weeks.. so i tgt mine aso ard e same.. but.. until now.. no signs of labour at all!!!!! why my baby still dun want come out? i am soo bored at home.. finished watching little nyonya le.. now really gt nth to do.. i cant go out.. scared my water burt outside.. sure super embarrassing.. i cant walk for long too.. even juz walk to JP buy potato chips.. i feel super tired.. my back and pelvic area is having lots of stress... due to baby pressing on it.. now 3kg+ le lo.. my sis having exams.. really super sianz.. no one to accompany me.. baby.. pls be good and come out fast fast ok?



Thursday, May 28, 2009

i am still waiting lo.. today is thurs le.. but still gt no signs of labour lehz.. so sian waiting at hm.. mum ask me not to go out.. in case my water bag break outside.. so i seems to be locked at hm.. eat, slp, watch little nonya.. tat wat i do everyday now.. eatin alot junk food.. hehe... hope baby come out on 1june ok? hubby yest night suddenly said" how wonderful it would be if baby come out on 1june... so i touch baby and say... baby must be guai and listen to papa ok? papa say 1june hor.. :) baby is kicking me hard today.. seems like he is stretching against my tummy.. can feel him protuding lo.. hehe... off to watch little nonya le.. 3 more days to hubby off day.. 4 days to gynae checkup..



Monday, May 25, 2009

i m not feeling well now.. feel like vomiting.. gt heartburn too.. gets irritated easily.. juz completely not in good mood.. i aso dunno y... weather is soo hot.. i on aircon slp also can sweat all e way.. i lie on e bed from 1pm till 5pm.. but merely slept.. coz when i about to fall asleep.. baby will kick.. i try to ignore.. but the kicking continues.. i change position slp.. then i start to sweat.. and when i gg to fell asleep again.. the kicking starts.. so this cycle repeats till 5pm.. i get so irritated tat i gave up slping.. morning went c my gynae.. baby weighing at 3.1kg.. paid 535 deposit for gynae fees... gynae gave me e admission letter as well.. was told to call his hp in case emergency.. after tat went west mall with hubby for lunch.. then hubby go work while i go home hoping to catch some slp.. i wake up super early today... 8+ am lol... less than 6 hrs of slp... i am feeling so giddy now.. i need to breathe in deeply now to make myself feel comfortable.. i cant get rest coz i keep sweating.. after bathe aso can continue sweat de.. i m tired.. now really not feeling well... waiting for mum to cook dinner.. then i am gg to try get some rest again.. GIDDY!!!



Thursday, May 21, 2009

i am so full now! ate 2 bowl of mum's porridge, 2 durian puff, 1 prima deli pancake, 1 pear and 1 cup of chendol.. my tummy feels sso stuffy.. haha update bout my gynae visit on mon.. went with hubby in e morning as me did not go work, while he off day.. did e usual scan.. baby weighing at 3kg now.. gynae nv mention when need admit into TMC.. so will be gg back to him 1 week later.. which is 4 more days from now!! hope gynae wil suggest me to admit into TMC on mon.. else have to wait one more week le.. medical centre staff saw me not on leave yet.. they say my tummy BIG BIG le, cannot go work.. else they not responsible if anything happen.. but i juz ignore... coz i promised my boss to work till end may for her, as still haven gt temp staff yet.. BUT, on tue, the medical centre lady went to HR to complain.. then HR confronted my boss.. y she nv allow me go leave early etc.. so wed morning, boss ask me go her room after bfast.. we discussed... in a pleasant way so final decision is i will start my maternity leave on 25may which is next week.. sat shall be my last day.. and today my boss told me one good news!.. there will be a temp gal coming in on mon.. so i fan xin le.. at least someone to take over, else anything cock up, my boss sure get blame de... been feeling very tired and painful now.. i breathe loudly and deeply.. walk very slowly coz my pelvic bone hurts alot.. plus my lower back soo painful.. i everyday also have difficulty getting up of bed.. midnight slp half way wanna get up go toilet... and its really tough to get up... me seems like bu dao wong walking is painful also.. tahan few more days.. look forward to my gynae appt on mon :) 2 more days of working, JIA YOU!



Sunday, May 17, 2009

i had a tiff with hubby again last night.. nothing happen actually.. dunno what trigger the quarrel.. but now i m fine.. i really need to scrimp and save $.. time is running out le.. duno how much $ we need.. tmr will be going c my gynae update again tmr!



Thursday, May 14, 2009

i feel so bad.. i have very bad temper since i gt preggy.. feels impatient all e time.. always shouting at e top of my voice when things r fine, y did i have to spoil it? haiz~ always after creating a scene, then i regret in my heart y did i lose my temper coz of a small thing? so things get unhappy.. i m sick of all this le.. coz this cycle keeps repeating over n over countless times le.. i then apologize for losing my temper at you.. you accepts it.. and e cycle starts again.. i myself also sick of all this.. i am always reminding myself to control my temper.. but it loses control all e time.. i hope to go into labour soon.. i wants to deliver at 37 weeks.. i dun wanna go work le.. hopefully by next week.. then i can be back to my ownself..



Sunday, May 10, 2009

its really tiring to carry a big tummy go work everyday.. but, i gt no choice.. i want to start my maternity leave at 37 weeks.. BUT, dun tink its possible.. unless baby pops out at 37 weeks.. or i might tink of c-sect aso.. but hubby dun like c-sect.. haiz~ shall c how things goes ba.. will try to tell baby come out at 37 weeks.. hehe.. baby must be good boy and listen to mummy okies!



Monday, May 4, 2009

i m back from holi! really had a good rest... and spent some quality time with my family aso.. today went back to work.. sian mood.. did not OT, been aiming for 4.30pm.. then off i go home... coz we gt sth new to entertain at hm.. my, my sis and my hubby we gt a new chi RPG game.. NICE to play.. so we keep take turns to play.. scared my com cant tahan.. haha hubby made mango pudding for me on fri.. coz i really wan eat it.. then on e way to NTUC buy mango saw bakerzin gt promo on the choco cake.. bgt one hm.. to celebrate mum advance mother's cake and aso coz i wanna eat lol on e jouney go buy mango my n hubby had a tiff i almost teared in JP but i didnt everythin is fine now.. we became stronger... now i gt one very headache problem my cpy doc wants me go on maternity leave 1 mth b4 due which is really very soon le BUT my boss needs me to cover till end may coz there's no one to replace me if i go on leave early HOW? if i work till e day i give birth, i m afraid i gt no time to submit my confinement leave to cpy this confinement leave needs to be sign by my cpy doc, then need submit HR if i admit hospital le, how am i gg to submit all this? if dun submit, afraid i will not have me 4 mth maternity leave salary headace lol......