again my first thought is work is damm damm boring..


and i tink there is a greater distance btw me n fuji apple now..
well.. as much as i hope, it turns out worse lol
nothing actually happen, juz feel tat somehow things are now working btw us..


i so so need  a break from work..
i wan to go out happy
like how i used to roam outside till morning
those were great memories great times!
when can those days come again?


today i am taking care of lewis till now
fed him milk
bath him
make him to slp
he is refusing my maid which i duno why aso...
i am so tired


i was telling butterfly tat i somehow regretted married so early and having a baby now
its now really regret, but if time could turn back, i hope i can have another chance
i lost all my freedom
i am so tied down to my lil family
whichever step i decide to take, i have to be responsible to my boy


i have been quarreling with hubby recently
over small small matters
i get very hot tempered with him
but unexpectedly, he always gives in to me
even though i am at fault, he will still sound like he is in the wrong
he gives me the feeling tat he really cherish this lil family
hope he is really serious this time round


anyway i still love my hubby
maybe hubby to me is boring for now
but the outside world to me is rainbow
i will get over it soon =)