juz back from ntuc nw..
wait til mum is back hm, wait for her to bath, eat..
then me n my hubby can go out..
stocked up lewis diapers n milk..
2 packs diaper n 2 tin milk cost me more than $100.. =(
bgt cans of soft drink as well..



my mum ask me to give her one more chance..
today my mum spoke to my maid, tell her if she still cant take care of baby lewis properly in 1 week time,i will send her off
she told my mum she wan to stay here..
so now she has 1-2weeks time to learn...
and then whole day my maid dun dare look at me, like very scared like tat
keep finding hsework to do non-stop lol


i shall list wat she did wrong today
1) place baby in yao lan IMMEDIATELY after his milk, nv even burp
2) nv change diapers for lewis, i already tell her to change his diapers after every feed
3) give lewis drink cold water, instead of warm water
4) ask her to make 100ml of milk, she make 120ml.(i dun even noe whether she put the correct amt of milk anot)
5) keep playing with him, nv let him go slp
6) dun noe wat time to give milk, always give milk too early, baby dunwan drink and end up waste my milk
7) nv put hankie at e neck dere before giving milk or water, then end up always the shirt is soiled
8) is very rough when bathing for lewis, grabs his hands cum ribs so tight!! tat my baby is crying loudly..(he does love bathing ok)
9) nv clean the inner part, those with layers of fats near his private area.. neck aso nv clean
10) when changin new diaper, she raised his legs so high up like wan to overturn him like tat.. den behind pampers wear until chest area, so front part nt even long, of course cant tap la, behind put till so much, in front only can cover little bit only.. always adjust here adjust dere until my boy fed-up lol


most impt is my baby dun seem to be drinking well n enuff since she is here...
he only drinks 60ml every 4 hrly for a almost 3 mth old baby lehz
he shld be drinking 120-130ml every 3-4hrly
when me or my mum feed, he does drink tat much de..


tmr onwards, only me or my mum will be bathing for my boy
we dunwan her to bath le


whenever i at hm, i will take care my boy myself
from all e pitiful cries n screams i hear this few days, it really breaks my heart
my boy dun need her
she juz do her hsework can liao
i feel my boy is suffering with her ard



when i hold lewis close to me, he actually calms down fast and fall asleep in my arms..
i realise i love my boy more than i imagined..



juz 2 more days and i need to go back to work..
but i will cum hm early everyday..
i dunwan work OT
i wan to cum hm to take care of my boy myself
i noe my boy needs me =)