application was rejected by MOM
so we appeal again
need wait for 1 week
hope faster approve
as i be starting work in 4 week tm le


baby lewis start to slp for 3.5 hr le
so is additional 0.5hr
happy!!!


mum has been taking over baby lewis in the night
so i can hav sufficient slp
thanks mum :)


tmr is weekends le
one week has past
i seem to be spending day by day with no meaning
morning wake up feed lewis, burp him, change diapers, make him to slp
then continues till night 11pm
mum takes over
rest in my room, chat with hubby, see newspaper
then slp
everyday same cycle
till i dun even realise the week is coming to an end
OMG


but i do feel much better
i dun feel so depressed
tink i am getting e hang of handling him
still, it is very tiring..


last tm i used to look forward to hubby off day
coz he will bring me out
but now, we gotta stay at hm
coz bring baby out is very troublesome
life is sooooo boring man......


11 more days is my appt with gynae for pap smear test
abit scared to go
duno shld i go anot?


my menses still not back..
no, i dont miss her
juz wondering why still nt here yet?


juz one pic of baby lewis!!!
will update the rest of his pics soon  :)