i tried my best looking after him.. i promised hubby not to cry anymore since he returned to work on wed.. i promised him i will be strong and take care of our precious baby.. i did it.. wed thurs fri.. i faced baby with smiley face.. as much as i tried.. i am happy with myself.. though i drag myself out of bed everyday.. to prepare to face the challenges again.. today, things turned bad.. i had my breakfast at 2pm.. and from then onwards, after i fed baby milk.. baby just dont want to slp.. nappy changed.. but still cry non-stop.. put him down on the bed.. stare at me awhile.. then start crying loud loud.. guess how long this last? till 8pm.. when my mum ask me to eat dinner.. then she took over baby.. surprised? mum just spoke a few words.. easily coax baby to slp in few minutes.. but me? 6 hrs continuos.. but cant coax him.. hubby back.. continue tmr..