finally have some free time to blog.. have been tending to baby lewis 24 hr for the past 1 week.. though hubby was at home to help me.. i still feel very stressed.. i totally gt no mood to eat, to talk with people.. taking care of new born is really not easy.. its superb tedious.. i broke down and cried a few times.. i cant take the pressure.. besides having to deal with baby never-ending demands, i have to constantly check on him whether his diapers are wet, whether he is slp soundly, whether his mittens droped off, whether he puke his milk.. so.. even after his feeding and changing of nappy, i am still not free at all.. hubby say i am over anxious over baby well... perhaps its true.. i did not have an easy time delivering him.. i love and treasure my baby.. i want to make sure he is ok every minute.. ok.. other than issues with baby. i am facing pain with my body as well.. breast engorgement.. and the stitch wound is still painful even when i sit down.. plus super lack of slp.. i cant take it.. i didnt know it would be so tiring.. lucky hubby was by my side to help and encourage me.. mum taking 10 days off from today to help me.. so last night mum carried baby to her room for the whole night.. i managed to slp soundly.. now i am feeling better.. will update my birth story tmr or maybe at night.. gtg to check on my baby now.. p.s thanks for all ur gifts! i still dont have time to unwrap it.. will post pics of it soon k :)