well.. e lack of updates juz symbolise e lack of time went out with my ex colleagues cum bestie gal friens on thurs... nth much actually.. juz tat i had a fun time catching up with them.. glad tat we met up as its been quite a long time since we went for our usual ktv.. maybe next time which i guess probably in march.. we shall go ktv okie! hmm.. work has been getting better.. equals to heavier workload adds to more stress... well.. today i was so farked up by dis uncle if he was nt old enough for me to sympathise with him.. i would hav scolded him right upfront u noe wat... i was ordering my noodles at dis hawker centre at chinatown.. e one near chinatown point.. then dis uncle who is clearing the plates juz poured all those disgusting sauces onto my leg.. i almost wanted to f*** him up with vulgarities.. i controlled myself.. i was in a good mood actually and didnt wan to create trouble as well with sum1 so old.. i guess he lost his balance.. or he was juz too busy tat he accidentally spilled it over.. but he actually didnt even say sorry all he did was juz to act like nth happen and walk away i was damm fed up guess u can feel how angry i was feeling then my toes and slippers were very oily even after i clean it up with tissue and water... and it juz smells disgusting.. my hubby wanted to cool me down.. so we ended u gg swensen for ice cream.. so i am nt gg to gt upset over it now.. tmr i am gg genting.. with my family.. but i feel sad somehow dun feel nice inside me.. coz my hubby cant join me for this trip.. he has to work... well.. since we were together 4 yrs ago.. he was with me whenever we went overseas.. even if its juz across e causeway.. but dis time round i am alone.. i will definately miss him lots lots... my heart is crying.. i wrote a letter for him.. as i was writing.. e tears in my heart flow out.. didnt write anythin special.. juz simply wat i wan to tell him.. 3 words I MISS U